To Dedude, Whoever You Are

Hey dude,

So i haven’t been blogging for some time and i haven’t been checking the sitemeter. (What’s with the isp thing anyway? I have no idea that you could check for isp addresses using Webstats4u, which is what i’m using right now.) So what?

My English isn’t that good, so correct me if i’m mistaken here. You said “Just because you have a life outside doesn’t mean other people have it”? You’re telling me that you don’t have a life?

I’ve been blogging since like, 2004 and all the time i write for myself. Being the only child and all, i sometimes feel like talking to someone but have to wait till next day when i see my friends at school, so i wrote it down instead, or rather, type it.

I still feel like that sometimes, you know, the urge to blog. But either it’s because by the time i get to go online when dad brings his laptop back after work at night, i don’t remember much about what i wanna write down or say in my blog. The excitement of whatever happened is gone. So it’s like, oh well, forget it. Or it’s because i simply don’t feel like writing. I still have tons of homework unfinished (and i’m beginning to feel tired of having to say ‘i’m very busy with school’ all the time) while writing this. Tomorrow school re-opens, mind you.

Also, how would i know my blog actually has frequent readers when those frequent readers never lemme know they read frequently? I really didn’t expect anyone at all to be interested and wanna read my blog, at least not frequently. Like i said, i just blog to express my feelings to no one in particular except myself. So not blogging for some time, i didn’t think anyone would even notice.

Hehe, i checked the definition of commitment by the way.

Commitment: the official act of consigning a person to confinement (as in a prison or mental hospital)

Yikes.

I’ll probably keep blogging, when i feel like it.

Thanks for getting me back into blogging, my angel. (Urghhh…)

So, Dutch Lady? Fernleaf? Anmum? Anlene Gold?